Desiree Holt | USA Today & Award-Winning Author

A Deadly Business

Vigilance, Book 3

Someone to watch over her…

Her life in beautiful Arrowhead Bay seems like paradise. But for former CIA operative Marissa Hayes, it’s a deep cover she’s forced to live under after daring to take down a powerful enemy with strong terrorist ties. Out of necessity, she keeps her emotions as guarded as her life, even as she finds herself drawn to Justin Kelly, the most arousing man she’s ever met. But when Marissa must find a new place to hide, the able-bodied Vigilance agent is the first man she turns to…

Justin can’t get close to Marissa, if he hopes to keep her alive. Which only makes sharing a villa with her at a remote island resort all the more challenging. The passion rising between them is exquisite—and excruciating. Even more so when terrorists infiltrate the island, putting Marissa in the crosshairs. Now Justin will do anything to protect the woman he cares about more deeply than he dares to admit…

Sexy, intelligent, pulse-pounding!”
—Debra Webb, USA Today bestselling author on A Deadly Business

“Desiree Holt is the queen of sizzling romantic suspense!”
—Allison Brennan, New York Times bestselling author of the Lucy Kincaid series

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“The escape plan is still in place, right?”

He nodded.

“We change it up every so often,” he reminded her, “but I always have the details. We can activate with one phone call. I promise you that. Your safety is a primary goal.”

She blew out a breath. “Good. I know all that, but it helps to hear you say it.”

“We don’t want anything to happen to you,” he assured her. “I just have, like I said, a funny feeling.” He studied her face. “I expect you took the usual precautions getting here tonight?”

“I did. Just like always.”

“Good.” He leaned toward her. “Tell me about tonight’s dinner with Desmet.”

She told him about her dinner and what the man had said about next week.

“I’ve a feeling about this, Craig.” She couldn’t keep the edge of excitement from her voice. “This might be information that leads me to other men he did business with. He’s been scrupulous about not leaving nay trail, even in his secret accounts.”

“If that’s so, you need to be doubly careful,” he cautioned. “Especially with McCormick out there. He’s a loose cannon.”

“I hear you.”

“And if we don’t get those men this time, Lauren, the CIA will keep trying. But Maes is the big fish they want.”

She nodded. “Let me just see what Maes hands me next week and how I can use it. Then, if you still have this feeling, we can roll it up.”

She’d spent months in place establishing herself, to reach a point where people stopped checking everything she did. It took a while but at last she felt comfortable using the program Craig had given her. It blocked her digital fingerprint on the mainframe at Heath Financial so no one could track what she was doing. She might have an itchy feeling, but after all her hard work and living on the edge for three years she didn’t want to quit before the end. She was determined to get every last scrap of information she could before leaving Lauren Masters behind. What Desmet had hinted at might be what she needed.

“All right. What else?”

She fished a thumb drive from a hidden pocket in her jacket sleeve. Craig’s covered hers on the table and that quick he had it and stashed it away.

“Not much but every little bit helps, right? I hope whatever I find out next week helps to close the books on Maes,” she added.

“And good riddance,” Craig said. “The man’s a blight on the world.”

“Amen to that.”

They each sipped a bit from their drinks, always scanning the pub to see who might be suspect. Lauren had learned by now what signs to look for.

Craig checked his watch. “We need to wrap this up. You have the other phone I gave you?”

“I do.” She patted her pocket. “Always carry it with me.”


At their first meeting, he’d given her two burner phones. One was used to set up their meetings ad well as for any conversation they needed to have between those meetings. The other only had one number programmed into it. His. If she ever had a real emergency, if her work was discovered and a trap set, all she had to do was press one button. Conversely, if he ever called her on that phone it meant the operation was shut down and she was the get the hell out of Dodge to the prearranged meeting place for extraction. She made sure to carry it at all times.

“Okay.” He leaned back in the booth. “Call me next week after you find out what this latest with Maes is about and we’ll set up a time to meet. Be prepared to be pulled out right after that.”

“I will.” She tugged her hat down on her head and started to slide from the booth when Craig reached out and grabbed her wrist.

“I can’t stress this enough here. Be careful, Lauren. My spidey senses are tingling.”

Damn! He had the same feeling she did? Maybe it was time to shut this down. But she mentally shrugged off he thought.

“Of course.” When he still held onto her, she smiled. “I promise. Okay?”

As she exited the Dirty Dog she pulled her jacket tighter around her body and turned up the collar. The temperature had dipped again while she was inside and there was a definite sharp nip in the air. Craig’s words echoed in her brain and all at once she felt as if she had a target painted on her back. She constantly looked left and right as she walked with rapid steps to the Tube station closest to the area. A mob still crowded the sidewalks despite the temperature, and she had to fight her way through it, all her senses on high alert.

Even when she reached the Tube station she scanned every area the way she’d been trained. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Just the usual Friday night late crowd, everything from singles and couples heading home after a night out to the usual lowlifes who seemed to spend their lives in the Tube stations.

She was smart and savvy enough, however, to know that didn’t mean anything.  Her gaze never rested, moving from person to person, looking to see if someone was staring at her. At each station she was careful to choose where she stood to wait. She changed trains twice, and damn it, why did it seem as if all the cars on the three trains she rode were full past capacity? She had that familiar twitchy feeling between her shoulder blades as if someone was watching her. Or worse yet, aiming a gun at her.

Her eyes never stopped moving. Did that guy in the black jacket look at her strangely? Was that a gun in his pocket? Maybe it was the woman watching her form the corner of her eye. At one station she boarded a train then just before it took off, leaped out and waited for the next one. But that twitchy feeling was still there.

I haven’t tripped any wires. I know I haven lt. And Craig is just being his usual old lady self. But that’s what he gets paid for. So why have I been feeling this way all week?

From the beginning she’d been able to play her part because she knew her handler had her back. She just hoped that neither of them was overreacting.

She was exhausted by the time she exited the final stop of the night. Again she searched the streets as she hiked from the train to the building where she entered the tunnel. Were those footsteps she heard behind her? A man was out walking his dog and she closed her hand over the gun in her pocket, just in case.

Tap, tap, tap.

Again she thought, footsteps. When she looked over her shoulder she saw an old man walking with a cane. What on earth was he doing out so late at night? She began to walk faster, hurrying down the familiar street. Maybe she should have stayed at an all night place until it was light before heading home.

She raced up the stairs of the building behind her, let herself in and hurried to the tunnel, following it to her building. At last she climbed the inside stairway to her flat with weary steps. She had just pulled her key out to unlock her door when the special phone buzzed in her pocket. Her stomach knotted, knowing this meant something serious. She pulled it out and pressed the button to answer.


“Get the hell out of there right now, Lauren. Don’t pack, don’t do anything. You know where to meet me, and I’ll have everything you need. Just get going, girl. This minute.”

Then he said the three words no CIA covert agent ever wants to hear.

“You’re cover’s blown.”